


If Only It Was Me

by pratstercs



Category: iCarly
Genre: Romance, Tragedy
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2010-04-11
Updated: 2010-04-11
Packaged: 2013-12-18 11:10:23
Rating: M
Chapters: 1
Words: 217
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5890238/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2319458/pratstercs
Summary: Why was I so careless? Why did she do it? Why am I responsible?





	If Only It Was Me

If only it was me.

I walked into the elevator and pushed the button. I didn't know which, and I couldn't care less. I burned inside for what had happened.

The elevator began its slow climb.

I couldn't stop thinking of _her._

It was my fault.

The elevator stopped and the door opened, but I didn't get out. I stood there, rooted to the spot.

I couldn't stop thinking of that fateful day. That day, _that day, _that would haunt me for the rest of my life. _Well, at least that wouldn't be long._

I stepped out of the elevator before it could move.

I checked in my mind that I had done everything. The notes were left.

I stepped out, and I finally realized where I was. The fire escape where we kissed. The memories flooded in…

_The kiss._

I stared out into the night.

_The day. The truck. Why didn't I look? _

I took my last breath.

_The time we shared…..cut far too short….._

Her gravestone flashed into my mind. _Samantha Puckett, April 12, 2009. Dearly Missed_

_The times she called me nub…._

A smile crossed Freddie Benson's face as the cold, hard concrete rushed up towards him.

_Freddie Benson, Beloved son, friend. April 12, 2010._


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